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DOOD. yeah so hmm. how about school is fucking lame and i pretty much hate everyone still. i thought it would pass but it didn't and i still have the universe. shallow people piss me off a lot a lot and i can't stand talking to or being around them. but other than that, nothing has been going on.
My fat ass is doing indoor track with my girlfriend, Leah. that should be pretty damn interesting, cause i ned to shed a few. HAHAH!
yeah so halloween was last night. lamest halloween i've had in my whole life. no seriously. i handed out candy for like 3 hours and then went out with Leah getting candy for a little while, which didn't suck cause she's amazing.
yeah, what! dick or weed? basically.
i'm out comment peace..
♥ Rikka.
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hey there.
ever since i've been a myspace ocd kid, i haven't written in here in forever.
i think i might just start up again, to give me something to do when myspace becomes dull. well let's see. school it's been 5 weeks. and i'm already sick of it. sick of the people and sick of the work. actually just sick of life in general because people like to judge by what someone looks like and not who they really are. and i'm actually not your average unattractive person. people seem to think i have a great personality. and i wish OTHERS could just see that.
another topic of hatred is SHALLOW SELF-ABSORBED boys. not to give away any names but i currently am basically in love with one. it sucks to the highest level because i never know if i'm wasting my time being his friend or if he's just pretending to be my friend to be nice? ahh who knows. but i am kind of sick of waiting around, trying to impress somebody who will NEVER be impressed. ugh i'm so.. frustrated and drained.
so anyways i think i'm done for now. yeah i am. k thanks bye.
you were a priority, was i even an option?
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[Thursday ♥ 4th ♥ 9:50am] |
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Hey guys.
havent updated in an uber while.
so summer blows.
and i was so excited for it to come.
but you know what else blows?
i think im drifting away from
all of my friends.
and it sucks.
because theyre starting to think so too.
but you know what..
it always is my fault.
never theirs.
whatever.
im tired.
going back to bed.
BYEEEEE!
www.myspace.com/erikalynnx28
GOOOOOO!
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[Tuesday ♥ 14th ♥ 2:02pm] |
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Ohkay so know whats really annoying? People who never stop talking about a rumor or some shit they heard. Like some people heard I liked this kid and like to make a big joke out of it. I can't sit there in a class with the loser without him making some kind of comment about it. Its SO annoying WOW. Well, actually I'll just tell you. Sal.. annoying as fuck. Always gotta bring up Kumo, Kumo this, Kumo that. Drop it, really. It's old now. I'm annoyed at you. You say I take shit too seriously and out of porportion? Why don't you try to mind your own business, really. I don't even like the kid nemore.
Blahh ohkay now that I'm done with that.. School ends tomorrow, I don't consider it official because I need to go back Thursday, Friday, and next Wednesday for lame ass finals. Which, most likely, I will fail. I don't care. Really, freshman year has been nothing but hell. Annoying drama and bullshit. ahh can't wait until it's all over. Ahh major headache. I dont know why. Cleaning out my locker is going to be a chore. GOD. I basically could live off of the stuff in my locker. Ahaha yah it's that messy. Ohkay well i'm pissed and such so peace outttt!
Comment ♥
Rikka Lynn
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[Sunday ♥ 5th ♥ 1:36pm] |
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Life has been really hectic lately, but I think I might start updating in here again because summer is coming up. Exams are in a week and a half. School for me is officially over in two weeks. Frankly, Im getting sick of school. The drama, and mostly the people in it. Since my last real update.. im not friends with Rob nemore. long story, my fault. Blech so anyways, ill tell you the horrid story of what happened May 7, 2005.
Well.. it was a Saturday, and we all went to Tiffany's.. me des amy nic && i think thats it? righhttt idk. but anyway we found out that corey and ryan were coming over and we wanted to drink and he could get the shit so we paid him and he came over with vodka and pop to chase it down with or whatever. well i wasnt planning on drinking cause at that time i was outside with tiff and brandon and i didnt really feel like it. but by the time i was inside i got into the mood and drank i think the count was 23 straight shots. shit didnt hit me until about a half hour later when i started hysterically crying and screaming out profanitys and things that i was feeling. THEN as everyone is getting sick everywhere and throwing up rob and chris came. how embarrassing, literally i think i killed the whole friendship that night. amy was getting pissed at me, everyone was. somehow i managed to make it upstairs and hit my head on the toilet and then hit it on the tile floor. i could have died, at that point i wish i did. the next morning i was dizzy and still throwing up and i couldnt go to school the first three days because i continuously was throwing up.
yah well that was pretty much the only event that was worth mentioning, besides going to see the longest yard and E-hots with meg, gina, timmy, and dave. but that doesnt have a lot of information to write.
comment.
i love porcupines. ♥ ♥
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loveee Rikaaa*♥
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Hmm deff went to Florida the 14th. lived with my old neighbors until yesterday. ahah went to Magic Kingdom and got a kiss from tigger. GOD kaylee would be so proud. then i tanned on the beach.. more like fucking burned. aha but my mom is like well were gunna have to go tanning so it doesnt fade and all smart like i go yah, that might be the most logical solution. ahaha! YES so that means im going to start tanning, which i have never been actual tanning in a salon before because i am a pure whitey. ANYWAY this hot kid named adam (wtf is up with that name) approached me at hudson beach and my mom embarrassed me so much. wow i fucking walked away from her. ahaha shes sucha dweeb at times but i love her of course. yah.. im only updating cause emily renee told me to. I really dont have much to say except on the plane back all of the sudden i see emma. ahaha it was so funny cause they sat like right in front of me, how friggen weird. ahaha! ANYWAY to all you fuckers who were stuck in webster.. sucks to be you. im out comment if you love me. k bye.
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My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking
on you, my dear
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[Sunday ♥ 27th ♥ 6:45pm] |
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Do yOu see me?
Do yOu feel me like I feel yOu?
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all that precious time and I still feel so in between
<3Some day I just keep pretending
That yOu'll stay : dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had<3
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out yOu could always change yOur mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have yOu lying here again?
Then I come back down then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.
Am I a shadow on yOur wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep?
Do yOu dream of me while yOu're sleeping after all?
Some day I just keep pretending
That yOu'll stay : dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
yOu dont see me, yOu dont feel me like I feel yOu. .
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[Friday ♥ 25th ♥ 4:55pm] |
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Where do I start? I talked to Rob wedensday night because everybody on the bus saw sam fustor approach rob at his car. I guess Sam spit in his face? I've always had the feeling they would end up fist fighting.. but then yesterday it happened. All I know is when, where and what happened cause I was too late to actually see it. But I guess it happened around the end of 4th block because Kyle P. came into math and told Jason that he'd seen sam approach rob yet again.. and since im nosey, i listened in. Sam got the first punch and rob the last? sam shattered robs jaw.. when i heard that i busted out crying.. omg i was so scared. he ended up having to go to the hospital but i still havent talked to him about it at all.. All I know is he's a really strong kid not only physically, but emotionally.. and he'll be fine. Rob get better ho mie. <3
ANyway, to get my mind off of things, I decided to sleep at Tiffanyy* Rose's housee. Amy came a few minutes after me .. and she walks in with a carseat and little baby. She's doing some project for child development.. and ive learned i am going to be a BAD mother. :-(. The little shit never stopped cryingg.. how annoying lol. I like almost killed it 4 times! but yah anyway, dessi came around 9 and we were all watching Eurotrip. Around like 11 Nikki shows up. We wer all talking some major SHIT ;-) except dessi was sleeping like the loser she is! lol jk i loveee you desiree :-*. Damn i was laughing so hard i like choked on my gum. 3 times tiffany! youre jinxed! Everyone went to that gayass tiki bobs shit. and maria was SUPPOSED to come over after.. but she never showed up? We were like thanks for calling ;-). I mean we waited up for her until like 2. A little rude if you ask me.. but whatever. we all ended up going upstairs including des and fell asleep. until hmm about 4:30? when the baby starts WAILING. im like whattttt the fuckk! aha finally saw the notebook today.. I fucking cried. that movie is *AmAzInGg*.. then I went home to see my grandparents before Easter.. and now I'm at my cousin's babysitting in Irondequoit. comment, im out byee!
<.ArK*you`re so amazing.3
.. make sure you read my next entry.. its gunna have like an in infinity of new bands! haha tiff, amy, nikki, and desiree <3333333
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All of my entries will be FRIENDS ONLY. People who posted on the last entry may stay, the ones who didn't must comment on this entry to be kept. I'm giving this post only 5 days.. so leave a comment.
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Alright i sed i wasnt gunna update until 350 hugs.. so guess what? all you get is a survey. enjoy =)
( BITCHHHHHHH READ IT! )
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*HUGS* TOTAL!
give t0rn_r0manc3 more *HUGS*
I am not going to update until i reach 100 350 hugs. So hug away :-)
S.j.S maybe youre not my everything.. cause youre fucking gay :-D
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Medicate me, so I die happy
Noone ever comments in this shit nemore.. it pissed me off, i might as well give up this shit altogether. byee.
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Heyyyy faggots.. so anyways ahaha this break has been really relaxing for me. NOT. okay well i went to Polar Wave yesterday ahahah wow it was colddd it was snowing the whole time. but whatever i dont care. todayy i have an appointment with my chiropractor and then im going shopping then over to tiffany rose's for the night with miss desiree <3 i havent chilled with her in forever becausee of all that shit we went throughh but whatever. alright thats it. except i got a new layouttt so leave comments :-)
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neww layout.. comment kk thankss peacee!
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FrIdAy*okayy so anyways yesterday i went to school, yah big whoop. i came home went to my appt. then was talking to nick and tiffany. ive been meaning to chill with nick for while so finally me and tiffany got a ride with chris to his house. when we got there we just chilled and me and tiffany left like an hour later. and i just LOVE how people like to sit there and say shit happened, when it most deff didnt. tiffany was there and she was a fucking witness to the fact that shit DIDNT happen, so talk all the shit you want. cause youre REALLY good at it.. but anyways yah his mom came home and they left and so did me and tiffany. we went back to tiffanys and then cory came over to chill. a little bit later leah came over <3 cause i effing love her. and then mike debryan and joe lantine came over. yah pretty interesting since, lets see, i really dont like mike, like at all. but anyways you shoulda fucking herad dominic bitching att friggen mike. sorry but mikes got some issues if he has to spend his time arguing with a fucking 11 year old. c'mon now! wow so anyways they stayed until about 1, and believe me, them fuckers deff overstayed their welcome. they were annoying as fuck.. blahh okay so leah got pissed cause mike was being a huge loser like the whole time. he was deff on something. but anyways after that me leah tiff and cory were watching 'Dont be a menace to south central while drinking your juice in the hood'.. ahaha LMAO. dominic and his little friends were like watching some fuckingg kiddie porn. ahah WOW. okay so anyways me and leah went upstairs cause i was really tired cause i havent slept well in 486489432 days. blahh so we went upstairs and talked for awhile about some shitt.. ahah then we were looking at the cosmopolitan magazine since selena told leah she couldnt read it cause it was about sexx! aha like she doesnt know what it is. everyone knows. but yahhh so around 230 tiffs mom brought cory home cause he was practically falling asleep.. lol. so tiff came upstairs and we were just talking about random shittt. then we fell asleep. :-D. ..
SaTuRdAy* Okay so Saturday was pretty normal throughout the day and then we were looking for plans for later. eventually amy came over and we thought it would be me tiff her and leah for the night. leah left to go to dansville to see her grandma (aha TIFFANY!!) and yah. so amy was like buggin out and wanted people over like WHOA so yah we were trying to find some random people to come over. since we had fun with mike and joe the night before they came over again, along with cory. tiffany was caught up in all this drama and bullshit that happened at the hodges "party". shit was being sed and junk like that. so we all needed to get out of her house. like.. quick. so mike and joe brought us to wegmans so tifff could get apple juice and joe could get red gummies. aa. they were both high.. so imagine the car ridee! aha lmao. cory was jamming to the techno music cause hes that hot ;-). okay so yah went into wegmans and shit.. came out of there and then tiff wanted to drive past someones house so we did. joe and mike wanted to go to burger king cause they had the "munchies" but it was like 12:30 and they were closed, so we ended up going to E*Hots. umm yah then came home chilled with them awhile, and then they left and me and tiff went to bed. tomorrow is valentines day. i fucking hate valentines day. okay comment thanks byee.
are you like me,
are you ugly?
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RULES
1. Add me first, then maybe I'll add you back.
2. Even if you are already on my friends list, comment anyway to be kept, or you will be deleted.
3. If you don't care, dont comment to be added.
4. People who never comment will be deleted.
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noone ever comments in here anymore. what bullshit! ahh
I's been know you for a long time,
But fucking never crossed my mind.
But tonight, I seen sumthing in ya,
That made me wanna get wit 'cha.
But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me,
And a nigga never ever dreamed to be,
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin',
Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin',
Are you sure you wanna go this route?,
Let a nigga know before I pull it out,
I would never ever cross the line,
Shawty, let me hear ya tell me one mo' time.
Tell me again That we'll be Lovers and Friends
best part of the song. i love you kk thanks.
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Tell her you think shes AMAZING.
Tell her why you think shes so amazing.
Play with her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her.
Hold her hand and walk.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her.
Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL.
Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.
Tell her stupid jokes... Whatever it takes to make her laugh.
Write poems about her.
Walk with her, even if its just around the block.
Throw pebbles at her window at night.
SURPRISE HER.
Do things that make her SMILE, make her LAUGH, and make her want to KISS you right on the face.
BE SPONTANEOUS..
When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.
Give her back rubs.
Play football with her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her even if its just to say hi.
Call her back if she calls you.
Jump on the bed with her.
Whisper in her ear.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then KISS her.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night.
Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, saying how much she means to you.
Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*.
Show up at her work or apartment unexpectedly.
Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds
Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.
Write her letters.
If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip.
Go on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.
Listen to her favorite songs.
When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the pictures of you SHE WANTS.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
Make her a romantic dinner for special days.
Remember dates..
even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary.
Kiss her in the rain.
Kiss her when she least expects it.
When yOufall in love with her,
TELL HER!
kk thankss buddy <3
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